{"id":652,"date":"2013-11-13T13:18:03","date_gmt":"2013-11-13T19:18:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/?p=652"},"modified":"2013-11-14T19:03:25","modified_gmt":"2013-11-15T01:03:25","slug":"our-best-life-might-not-be-comfortable","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/?p=652","title":{"rendered":"Our Best Life might not be comfortable&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I originally started this blog, I did not understand very much. \u00a0I still don&#8217;t understand a lot, but I think I am learning more about myself.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/?page_id=36\">At the beginning<\/a>\u00a0there were times when I confused &#8220;comfortable life&#8221; with &#8220;best life&#8221;. \u00a0As I have continued on my journey this mistake is now so painfully clear that I am actually quite embarrassed to be typing this even though I wish instead of embarrassment I felt thankful for finally realizing this and humbled as I see how blessed I have been to be surrounded by so many comforts.<\/p>\n<p>At the <a href=\"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/?page_id=36\">beginning of my search<\/a> I kept asking questions about my cousin&#8217;s premature death&#8230;<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>Why didn&#8217;t she get to graduate from college?<\/li>\n<li>Why didn&#8217;t she have a chance to fall in love?<\/li>\n<li>Why were we at her funeral instead of her wedding?<\/li>\n<li>Why did she miss out on the joy of motherhood?<\/li>\n<li>How could this have been her best life or part of our best life?<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Then a few months ago I pondered the question of whether my cousin&#8217;s death was a <a href=\"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/?p=603\">gift of grace in disguise<\/a> for our grandfather?<\/p>\n<p>Maybe her life was a gift for our grandfather to finally find what he had been searching for his whole life? \u00a0Maybe her life was a gift for me to finally have my eyes opened, if even just a little, to see my own greed and selfishness?<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know the answer to this, but if her death was our gift, then maybe she did live Our Best Life&#8230; His will!<\/p>\n<p>What better life could one live than to follow so closely in the footsteps of our sweet Jesus, Who was sacrificed for all of us?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I originally started this blog, I did not understand very much. \u00a0I still don&#8217;t understand a lot, but I think I am learning more about myself. At the beginning\u00a0there were times when I confused &#8220;comfortable life&#8221; with &#8220;best life&#8221;. &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/?p=652\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,131,130,56],"tags":[54,67,578,724,654,128,721,319,92,1466,770,15,55,297,53,12,163,51,10,727,725,470,726,720,722,723,52,16],"ppma_author":[2854],"class_list":["post-652","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-faith","category-grace","category-humility","category-suffering","tag-best","tag-christ","tag-comfort","tag-comfortable","tag-death","tag-eyes","tag-footsteps","tag-gift","tag-god","tag-grace","tag-greed","tag-jesus","tag-life","tag-lord","tag-my","tag-my-best-life","tag-open","tag-our","tag-our-best-life","tag-premature","tag-premature-death","tag-pride","tag-questions","tag-sacrifice","tag-selfish","tag-selfishness","tag-your","tag-your-best-life"],"authors":[{"term_id":2854,"user_id":1,"is_guest":0,"slug":"sbernadac","display_name":"Sarah Bernadac","avatar_url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/d6f6fd27725929c335efc2f3f617d947991447401cb02a573de4c068d7361377?s=96&d=mm&r=g","author_category":"","user_url":"","last_name":"Bernadac","first_name":"Sarah","job_title":"","description":""}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=652"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":692,"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652\/revisions\/692"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=652"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=652"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=652"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ourbestlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fppma_author&post=652"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}